Have you ever seen this diagram before? Here we have represented what most people consider the ultimate college dilemma. Personally, I would substitute "partying" with simply "social life", but you get the picture.
The thing is, I WISH it were that simple. Two of three... that's not bad.
But when you are a collegiate athlete, or you work, or you are actively involved in your church, the triangle shape-shifts into a polygon.
Then we have problems.
I am growing increasingly aware that I may not have as much time to blog this year as I would hope. As much as I love to write and record
my thoughts and observations,
my time has been otherwise occupied.
My polygon includes many things - Good grades, cross country, social life, church, personal time (under which I include things like blogging), sleep....
the list goes on.
Unfortunately, I can't have everything. And I am unwilling to sacrifice on many of these areas, including sleep. I'm a 9 hours of sleep a night kind of gal who also wants to make the Dean's list, go to Nationals for cross country,
and have a buzzing social life.
Oh, and I'm going to make sure I go to church,
because I need to keep my priorities straight.
So what does that leave for me to sacrifice? Personal time, unfortunately. Some days (okay, most days) it's going to have to be crossed off the list. Other days, I will choose to cross off sleep or good grades or social life. I'm aware I need balance. And I'm doing my best to find that.
So in the last few weeks, I haven't had much time to blog. And I miss it. And I have been doing homework all day. So here I find myself -
sending out a quick update into the internet world for whoever cares.
I have already had two races. Time is flying by. Both were 4ks, and both were smaller meets. I am such a perfectionist... and it's hard not to be self-critical, but I am mostly content with my performances. I know that I have a lot of work to do, but I am grateful to find myself
surrounded by such a talented team of girls.
They challenge me and humble me simultaneously, and though I kind of miss being the fastest runner, I think that I will get faster as a result of not being the fastest. If that makes sense.
I pr'd in the 4k by almost thirty seconds yesterday, so there you go.
I have been working hard (three to four hours of practice related things every day) and taking care of myself, so I'm really excited to see what this season has in store.
My favorite class, not surprisingly, is my Theology class. Because I am attending a faith-based school, I get to explore the world of religion - which anyone who knows me also knows that religion is my favorite topic. I am a Communications major, however, so most of my time is spent studying organization and interpersonal communication theories and studying research. Blah, blah, blah. I cannot wait until next year... when I can fill up all my extra space with fascinating classes like "Sociology of Religion" and "Modern Day Africa".
Why am majoring in Communications if I don't love it? Good question. I think I like it, in theory. I think it is a solid degree that doesn't close doors. I think I am ultimately passionate about public speaking and writing and people, and Communications caters to that. But I wish I could just major in Philosophy and go on mind trips every day. Not much of a job market for that....
I have met so many new people in the last few weeks, I honestly don't even know who I have and haven't met. I love every second of it, though. Because I am at a new school - and a school that is so community oriented - I have been going out of my way to talk to people and make friends. And it has been wonderful. Cutting a little into my studies, for sure. But wonderful nonetheless. People are more important that Experimental Statistics, anyway.
Let me also say that it is so. much. fun. to go to school with my younger sister. We play off of each other so well, and I love the fact that, when I tell her about my day, she understands exactly what I'm talking about! We plan on taking over the school.
At the risk of making this the longest and dullest blog post ever, I'm going to stop there.
Hopefully I'll be back soon!