So this is what it feels like to be a poor college student.
For the first time in my adult life, I can genuinely say that I am flat out broke. Is there any reason, someone please enlighten me,
that textbooks should cost more than $400?
I didn't think so.
I know it's all part of the experience. Typical. But I can't seem to wrap my head around the fact that I am going into debt (something that society frowns down upon) to get a degree (something almost essential in society) because society tells me that's how it is supposed to be.
I'm not trying to complain. It's not like I'm destitute or anything. I'm sitting in my own room right now in a two story house and writing this blog on my own personal laptop. I'm beyond blessed.
I'm just amused by it all, I guess.
The wonderful thing is, I never really need to worry about money. I need to be wise, yes. But worry? That's not for me.
Matthew 6 says it pretty clearly:
"There is far more to your life than the food you put in your stomach, more to your outer appearance than the clothes you hang on your body. Look at the birds, free and unfettered, not tied down to a job description, careless in the care of God.
And you count far more to him than birds."
"What I’m trying to do here is to get you to relax, to not be so preoccupied with getting, so you can respond to God’s giving. People who don’t know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don’t worry about missing out. You’ll find all your everyday human concerns will be met."
I will be the first to admit that I worry about a lot of things. But God has been working to get me to relax. To steep my life in his provisions. In his reality.
So that's just some food for thought for the day. And for everyday.